冬至节

hmmm...this year still the same ....cant eat my love love tong yuan.....already 2 years i didnt eat tong yuan at the 冬至. I just can eat tong yuan on 25th december, due to the exam. Why i so pity....T.T 2years.......next year hope i can eat tong yuan at the the actual day... hope...

讨厌你 （blek)

you.....you....you........气死我了啦。。。。。你真的是。。。写那么多你都没反应，看来是我误会咯。。。那就算了。放弃。。。。。。干嘛，还要一直想到你呢。 望了他忘了他。
希望我的bbf拿到B 要不然被banking踢出去了啦。。。。天保佑我啊。我真心祈求您。
要回去hometown过圣诞了咯，真开心。吃我最爱的汤圆。陪我的家人和狗狗过圣诞。yappy。。。好期待哦。 这个星期四就可以回去咯。要带好多东西会去呢。

看清楚了，看得太清楚了

今天还是一样跟书搏斗。今天把psychology 给吃下肚了。终于把它啃完了。我一早睡醒有一个习惯，和一杯清水接着看fb。不过今天check fb，还真的看清楚事实。都已经那么清楚了，不放弃都不行了吧。不过fb的心理测验还真是准哦，每次我玩那些心里测验的答案都是准确地。每个都是有关我的一切。。。不过今天看到那个测验，还真是。。。感到伤心。都已经证明一切了，其实应该没有什么能改变了吧。。。你喜她，这很准哦。。。不管怎样，现在都顺其自然吧。
今天没有什么胃口。。。我的dinner就一杯鲜奶和chocolate 吧。。。饿了在打算。继续啃书咯。

读书中。。。

晤。。。一整天都在家读书。今天的lunch是pizza 哦。。。哈哈。。好久没有吃pizza了。朋友order 了pizza，然后大家分享两个pizza。一人四片，吃到好饱哦。不过说真的，真好吃。yummy yummy。吃完了就开始打仗了，跟psychology搏斗。又想到他了。。。haiz。。。。说好了要放弃，但想必放弃不是一件容易的是。我只得需要很长时间，我会慢慢来的。我知道爱上一个人很容易，但要放弃一个人很难。不过我会试着忘记他。从渴望换来期望，从期望去希望，但却从希望变去失望。 这是朋友在fb的一句话，这句话却是真的。说中了我的心声。等待已经等得累了。像我朋友说，真的要放弃吗。我说我真的累了。她说是累了吗？还是。。。我告诉了她，也许他要得不是我这种类型。真确来说，因该说我的条件不符合他要得吧。所以一这一来都没消息。看开一点对我会更好吧。可是心好乱哦。。。。到底要放弃还是继续傻下去呢？？不过就快见不到面了吧，那样我因该会更快忘记你。她问我，我又没有告诉他我喜欢他，当然是没有，因为我没有把握。然后她又问我， 还有其他人知道吗？可以告诉你们，只有两个人知道而以哦。。。其他我都不敢告诉他们。她还问我，那那group的member知道吗？肯定没有告诉他们，不然这件事肯定会传到他那里的。我不想他感到麻烦，感到困扰，也不想他吓个半死。如果他知道了，然后跑得远远的就惨了。。我无法再面对他。如果。。。如果有一天他告诉我，他喜欢我，我会接受，而且会回他一句“我也喜欢你”。。。不过这是不可能发生的事啦。。。不可以在想了，这样会越陷越深。

倒霉的一天

今天我和我的朋友又到library报道咯！我们今天一同把laptop带到library去，因为等读完书时拿去register wifi。读到3.00pm的时候有一点饿了，所以我们打算出去走一走，买一些东西吃。走到plaza siswa 的时候，刚我的housemate min min 在买汤圆，使我最爱吃的汤圆也。。。。我们买了两杯。真的好好吃哦。。。。我还想再吃。。。。yummy。。。吃饱喝足，我们又会去继续读书了。读到4.10pm我们就拿laptop去register wifi。到了ntu ，还是老样子，没有人，但是明明就挂着open 的，但不管我们怎么敲还是没人应门。都不知道在里面做什么，真是气死人。后来我们到technician那里，他尽然说，你们照着我粘在外面的资料去做就可以了。好了我们以为这样就可以了，怎么知道什么方法也是过了都不能。后来我们放弃了。回到家，既然不能上网，msn可以internet explorer却不能，真是有够气到。后来我就急需的读书。真是有够倒霉的。

决定

今天做了一个重大的决定。从朋友口中，从自己眼中，自己心里，得知也许这一切的以为都是错误的。也许自己误会了。你告诉过我，你不要说那些傻话，没有这种事，不要无聊。可是是这样吗？我能清楚，而且很用以看清楚人的心在想什么。不要说慌哦。。。我知道的，或许你现在对她已经不是爱了，但是以前喜欢她，爱她是真的吧。不要骗我，告诉我真话，我要的是真话，我不会因为这些过往拿出来争吵，但是我是很想了解，也能从中更了解你。不过现在不需要了，我已经决定放弃，隐约能感觉到你不会选我，不知道这次看得准不准呢。准的话，我会去接受，这毕竟是上天安排的。你说过的那些条件，还有你当时说，你还需要时间看看那个她是不是你要找的那个她，我看结果很早就出炉了吧。答案是不是对吧。我好想有结果的，因为你是我要的，这么多年来，遇上的就只有两个。一个是你，另一个已经稳定下来了，他我只能说大家都不愿踏出一步。因为怕，所以缘分从我们身边走过。也许是我没有抓住吧。哪个我也已经看开了，放下了。但很快的我又要放下另一个了，那个就是你。因为我知道你不会选我，所以我决定还是放手一博。你回旋着她吧。。。对吗？不够她很漂亮，符合你要的条件。你已经选择了她不是吗?在我们还没遇见之前。其实当初，我不因该把我的秘密告诉她，也许她没有告诉你，也许有。有的话，就可以证明这一切了。你每次都更她在一起，看到那样的情景，心都酸酸的。不过都管了，也许有一天会麻痹吧。希望哪一天赶快来临。我就快撑不住了。我该放下对吧。你也这样觉得吧。我要学会放弃。你一定还在忙吧，加油吧。

study at library (library day)

今天，早上8a.m 就从我最爱的床床爬起来了。因为我约好了和朋友去library读书。哇。。。真没想到会那么少人，我们到最喜欢的3rd floor， 那里一个人都没有，只是我们两个而已。但是我比较喜欢这样的环境，读书也容易入脑。渐渐的人越来越多。读到11.30pm，我和朋友都感觉到饿了，我们和几位朋友去客家饭店吃饭。吃完了又回到library 读书。加油。。。。真是又够气人的,做在我们后面的一群（人）从他们坐下来就讲个不停。很多口水也，多到不用喝水了。而且声音也不是说小声的那种，是超大声的咯。。。真是够力。 我回头瞪他们，他们就说小声了，我还以为他们不会从犯了，真么知道，不到几秒钟的时间，又来了。真是很想骂他们。到最后我和我朋友选择离开。都没心情读了。

My parents came

Today my mom came here for further consultation with doctor about her's leg. We trow that it will waiting for few hours, due to too many patient and the doctor always came late. But today so luckily the doctor came early and not many patient, so after we came back from washroom, the nurse ask us to go in. Im so happy because the doctor said that my mom 100% recover from the operation and it recover in good situation. After that, we go lunch and go around Malacca. In the morning we go eat dim sum....the lunch we eat at the hakka restaurant....so happy. My mom suggest we go to the new Jusco to look around, when we arrived there, noy much people.....so sad ...my father said may be haven open yet...my brother said...yallo...see no any people oso....T.T....just few shop open and the merchant arrange those goods.....haiz so v decide to go other place.... after looked around the town . my family sent me back to Ixora and they all go back kuantan. Nevermind, my father and Brother said next time can come again to shopping and look around malacca.

烦恼的一天

今天真是烦呐。。。。我的一位男性朋友根女朋友分手了。他们两个都要我帮忙。我只能告诉你们，我能帮得尽量会帮。但是你们不要以为我是神仙，命中又安排，这些都是天注定的。我会以她 朋友的身份，来和她沟通。我也希望她不要走上绝路。其实我很想骂闭门一句，你们两个都不成熟。你们因该不知道吧。你们在爱情方面都是幼稚的。她呢思想还未成熟，不能怪她。他呢，更惨。我从以前说到现在，他都没变过，没改过。天啊。。。。。你要我真么办？？给男的话：我想告诉你，你是因为怕寂寞，所以才找人跟你sms，你知道吗，每个人有不同的生活环境，不同的思想。你说要我每天更你sms，我很想答你一句，我做不到。不是因为我不想听你诉苦。你也要想想我不是那种能每天更人sms得人。你知道这种行为很幼稚吗。你这个行为既浪费金钱有没有帮助。其实在你寂寞的时候，你可以尝试找一些活动，或者玩以下fb,上网找一些有益的资料，岂不是更好。在这过程中，我相信你定能把自己变得够成熟。不是说每天都要一封call or sms， 我们不是情侣，是朋友。就算情侣也不用每天吧。。。。。这样我会觉得好烦。。。你这样等于在约束人家，郎别人觉得没有自由。。。。我是需要自由的人，就算我寂寞没有人陪我也能，上上网找找资料，听听歌。我不希望一直有人打扰到我的时间。一个礼拜一通就可以了吧。。。。不要让我讨厌你。

头晕晕的一天

今早起床的时候，头好晕哦。不知道为什么头晕晕的，吃了早餐过后就好很多了。也许是贫血吧，不过好久都没有复发，偏偏今天就来了。看来以后要多注意注意了。吃完了早餐有继续埋头苦读了。。。今天一定要把psychology啃完。psychology 我要把你吃掉。。。。final 就快到了咯！ 我要快一点把书给念完，这样才不会考试时忘光光。hehe。。。。今天，要煮什么呢？？好好慰劳慰劳一下肚子。

Whole day at Times Square

Mango tart

The cheese chicken rice so nice and delicious too

At the snow house^^

Me and the snowman.

Shopping Whole Day At Times Square

已经一个星期没有更新blog了，这正个星期都在忙着赶assignment还有就是study financial management 1.虽然，读完了7 chapters 的 financial management 1, 不过我还要不断的文戏，让我自己更明白，更了解它。我一定要拿得好成绩。





昨天早上7am,我就起床准备去kl, 开心的沐浴，然后把一切都准备好，就下楼和朋友一起座bus 去sentral 买bus ticket 去kl. 8.15am 等bus 去sentral，很幸运的，10分钟就让我们等到了。到了bus sation,我们先去买bus ticket,我们买了9.30am的。9.30am 我们就开始了kl的旅程。12pm终于都到了monorial hang tuah，然后们到哪里合约定好的朋友一起乘坐monoria到Times Square去shopping。到Times Square，我们就分成两组曲搜索战利品。我和我朋友elaine每一间店都逛逛，几乎每一间店都让我们试光光。但是我买了很少，就只有那么一件裙而已。真是气死我了，你们以为我不要买吗？我也不想的啊，我喜欢的就没有我的size,而且现在是在做sales便宜到爆。每一间店都是RM30以下，RM10,RM25　到处飞。可是为什么我要的偏偏没有我要的size。当逛到俄的时候，我们相约了一起去品尝美食。我们到了一间Uncle Duck 的餐厅，我点了一分茄汁芝司鸡俳局饭和一杯杏仁霜。这顿超好吃的，我还想回去尝尝看其它的美食。吃饱喝足，我们两个有在继续的逛，一间一间的买。我还买了好吃的食物会去孝敬我的家人，每次出来我都不会忘了有他们的份，我一定会买些伴手礼回去hometown。我也拍了很多照片呢。我们逛到脚都快要断了，到了7pm，我和我朋友就到一间糖水店，坐下来歇息。我点了一份白果薏米腐竹，只是我赵爱喝的。歇息完了，朋友也通知我们说要开始集合了，我们只好跟Times Square说再见。我们一同搭巴士回自己的家。11pm终于到马六甲了，回到了住处我立即去沐浴，然后按摩按摩我的双脚。光了一整天，超累的。不过很开心，我下一次一定还要到Times Square去血拼。

Twilight Breaking Dawn

Breaking Dawn is split into three separate parts. The first part details Bella's marriage and honeymoon with Edward, which they spend on a private island off the coast of Brazil. Two weeks into their honeymoon, Bella realizes that she is pregnant and that her condition is progressing at an unnaturally accelerated rate. After contacting Carlisle, who confirms her pregnancy, she and Edward immediately return home to Forks, Washington. Edward, concerned for Bella's life and convinced that the fetus is a monster as it continues to develop with unnatural rapidity, urges her to have an abortion. However, Bella feels a connection with the child and refuses to go through with the procedure.
The second part of the novel is written from the perspective of werewolf Jacob Black, and lasts throughout Bella's pregnancy and childbirth. Jacob's Quileute werewolf pack, not knowing what danger the unborn child may pose, make plans to destroy it, even though they must kill Bella to do so. Jacob vehemently protests this decision and leaves, forming his own pack with Leah and Seth Clearwater. Bella soon gives birth, but the baby breaks many of her bones and she loses massive amounts of blood. In order to save her life, Edward changes her into a vampire by injecting his venom into her heart. Jacob, who was present for the birth, almost immediately "imprints"—an involuntary response in which a werewolf finds his soul mate—on Edward and Bella's newborn daughter, Renesmee.
The third section of Breaking Dawn shifts back to Bella's perspective, finding her changed into a vampire and enjoying her new life and abilities. However, the vampire Irina misidentifies Renesmee as an "immortal child", a child who has been turned into a vampire. Because "immortal children" are uncontrollable, creating them has been outlawed by the Volturi. After Irina presents her allegation to the Volturi, they plan to destroy Renesmee and the Cullens. In an attempt to survive, the Cullens gather other vampire clans from around the world to stand as witnesses and prove to the Volturi that Renesmee is not an immortal child. Upon confronting the gathered Cullen allies and witnesses, the Volturi discover that they have been misinformed and immediately execute Irina for her mistake. However, they remain undecided on whether Renesmee should be viewed as a threat to vampires' secret existence. At that time, Alice and Jasper, who had left prior to the confrontation, return with a Mapuche called Nahuel, a 150-year-old vampire-human crossbreed like Renesmee. He demonstrates that the crossbreeds pose no threat, and the Volturi surrender. Edward, Bella and Renesmee return to their home in peace.

Twilight Eclipse

The story opens with the revelation that Seattle, Washington is being plagued by a string of unsolved murders, which Edward suspects is caused by a new vampire that is unable to control its thirst for human blood. As Edward and Bella apply to colleges, Bella explains to Edward her desire to see her werewolf friend, Jacob Black, again. Although Edward fears for her safety, Bella insists that neither Jacob nor his werewolf pack would ever harm her, and she begins visiting him occasionally. Meanwhile, Alice Cullen has a vision that Victoria, a vampire who is hunting Bella for revenge, has returned to Forks. A few days later, Edward proposes to Bella and, despite having an aversion to marriage, she accepts.
Bella and the Cullens realize that the murders in Seattle are being committed by an "army" of newborn vampires, controlled by Victoria. The Cullens join forces with the werewolf pack to combat this threat. As everyone else prepares for battle, Edward, Bella, and Jacob camp up in the mountains, hidden during the battle, where they are later joined by Seth Clearwater, a young member of the werewolf pack, to wait out the fight.
In the morning, Jacob becomes upset when he overhears Edward and Bella discussing their engagement and threatens to join the fight and get himself killed. To stop him, Bella kisses Jacob and comes to realize that she is in love with him too. During the battle, Victoria tracks Edward's scent to where Bella is hidden in the woods, and Edward is forced to fight. After Victoria and her army are successfully destroyed, Bella explains to Jacob that while she loves him, her love for Edward is greater. After receiving a wedding invitation from Edward, Jacob runs away in his wolf form to escape his pain, angry and heartbroken at Bella's decision to become a vampire.

Twilight saga new moon

On Isabella "Bella" Swan's 18th birthday, Edward Cullen, the vampire she loves, and his family throw her a birthday party. While unwrapping a gift, she gets a paper cut, which causes Edward's adopted brother, Jasper, to be overwhelmed by her blood's scent and attempt to kill Bella. To protect her, Edward decides to end their relationship, and the Cullens move away from Forks. This leaves Bella heart-broken and depressed.
In the months that follow, Bella learns that thrill-seeking activities, such as motorcycle riding, allow her to "hear" Edward's voice in her head. She also seeks comfort in her deepening friendship with Jacob Black, a cheerful companion who eases her pain over losing Edward. Bella later discovers that Jacob is a werewolf. He and his fellow werewolves protect Bella from the vampires Laurent and Victoria, the latter of whom seeks revenge for her dead mate, James, whom the Cullens killed in Twilight.
Meanwhile, a series of miscommunications leads Edward to believe that Bella has killed herself. Distraught over her supposed suicide, Edward flees to Italy to provoke the Volturi, vampire royalty who are capable of killing him. Alice and Bella rush to Italy to save Edward, arriving just in time to stop him. Before leaving Italy, the Volturi tell Edward that Bella, a human who knows that vampires exist, must either be killed or transformed into a vampire. When they return to Forks, Edward tells Bella that he has always loved her and only left Forks to protect her. She forgives him, and the Cullens vote in favor of Bella being transformed into a vampire, to Edward's dismay. However, Edward gives Bella a choice: either she lets Carlisle change her after her graduation, or, if Bella agrees to marry him, he will change her himself.

Twiligh novel (plot)

Isabella "Bella" Swan moves from sunny Phoenix, Arizona to rainy Forks, Washington to live with her father, Charlie, while her mother, Renée, travels with her new husband, Phil Dwyer, a minor league baseball player. Bella attracts much attention at her new school and is quickly befriended by several students. Much to her dismay, several boys compete for shy Bella's attention.
When Bella is seated next to Edward Cullen in class on her first day of school, Edward seems utterly repulsed by her. He disappears for a few days, but warms up to Bella upon his return; their newfound relationship reaches a climax when Bella is nearly run over by a fellow classmate's van in the school parking lot. Seemingly defying the laws of physics, Edward saves her life when he instantaneously appears next to her and stops the van with his bare hands.
Bella becomes determined to find out how Edward saved her life, and constantly pesters him with questions. After tricking a family friend, Jacob Black, into telling her the local tribal legends, Bella concludes that Edward and his family are vampires who drink animal blood rather than human. Edward confesses that he initially avoided Bella because the scent of her blood was too desirable to him. Over time, Edward and Bella fall in love.
Their relationship is disturbed when another vampire coven sweeps into Forks. James, a tracker vampire who is intrigued by the Cullens' relationship with a human, wants to hunt Bella for sport. The Cullens attempt to distract the tracker by splitting up Bella and Edward, and Bella is sent to hide in a hotel in Phoenix. There, Bella receives a phone call from James, who claims to be holding her mother captive. When Bella surrenders herself, James attacks her. Before she is killed, Edward, along with the other Cullens, rescues her and defeats James. Once they realize that James has bitten Bella's hand, Edward sucks the venom from her bloodstream before she is infected and becomes a vampire. After doing so, she is brought to a hospital. Upon returning to Forks, Bella and Edward attend their school prom and Bella expresses her desire to become a vampire, but Edward refuses.

犹豫

好累哦！突然有种想放弃的感觉，想了好久，发觉我凭不适合他。他要的条件我因该没有吧，我要的却是他那种类型。好烦哦！难得遇到我适合的，但我却不是他要得。之前还以为他要得也是我这种型，不过看来好像是我误会了。朋友们都叫我不要轻易放弃，但我好要继续下去吗？看他都没表现什么，他因该有喜欢的人了吧。没有时间了，很快就看不到他了。希望它能有一点表示，如果还是没有任何表示的话，我会放弃。让它顺起自然吧，我希望我的希望会实现，真得很希望。

Twilight saga new moon

最静虽然使holiday不过，时间都不知道用去那里了。天天在赶assignment，在家里做assignment做到都快发霉了。从明天开始，我要努力的读书了，我看我会埋没在书里吧。应为要准备final，final 就快来了，没时间准备了。我要拿到好成绩，library 成为我的另一个家了。刚刚去看TWILIGHT Saga New Moon， 好闷的戏啊，原以为会很好看，哪里知道有几部分闷 的要死。不过还好有紧张，刺激的部分。要不然就浪费钱去看了。这个星期要去JB，不知道去的成吗？希望能去的成，不然我们的KL trip也可以。总之，我要shop end of year sales，买衣服买买买，因为有offer我当然要逛个够本。好高兴。

Assignment 加油！！！

今天心情真好，12pm 就要出去了。现在忙着和assignment搏斗了。因为是新的一个不落格，所以要把它布置到美美的。到现在还忙着setting不知道什么时候才能完成完美的不落格呢！期待当中，进行当中。突然想到了一个人，不知道他忙完了没有呢。我在这里精神上为他加加油！^^希望他不要过度劳累。不过他永远都不知道吧，算了，没缘份就算了，毕竟这种事情不能勉强。不能在想了。等一下我就要去尝美食了。我要快快乐乐地去享受一下。

新的开始

hihi, 之前的blog已经停了，这个是新的开始，所以就开新的一个blog，也开始新的旅程了。接下来我会每天，如果懒惰的话就每个星期写blog。我也帮我的狗狗开了一个属于它自己的blog，我会upload有关于它的新消息。haha真是太开心了，终于能有时间帮我的狗狗开创它的新世界。在这个新的部落个里我会写有关于自己的爱情，家庭，学业，还有很多很多。在这我也希望能够快点找到自己的幸福，唉！看着朋友一个接着一个找到属于自己的幸福，看了都羡慕。每个朋友都是暗恋成功，不然就是开开心心地接受新一段恋情，自己却想要得得不到，不是自己要的就一直来。haiz不说了，这个是第一章，等到第二章在继续有关于我的一切吧。